My pondering for the day?

Listen and learn, or just enjoy my rant.

I think that one of the hardest lessons to learn, is that people will leave. Someone once told me people are in your life for, "a reason, a season, or a lifetime." And as much as it sucks, it's life, and all we can do is accept it. Acceptance is so hard at times. My best friend still isn't really talking to me. When I think about it, it hurts a lot. I start to dwell on it and feel awful. But I am starting to try and look at things in a bigger picture. I am okay, and if people are walking out on me why do I need them anyways? Why am I so desperately holding on to people who only cared enough to just let go.

If you look at the people who have actually stuck around, I am even more grateful for them then ever. I really truly love my God, Family, and my Friends.


I am the girl who wears her heart on her sleeve. And sure it gets burned a lot, but I'm okay with that. If you're my friend, I love you so VERY much, and I just want to make you happy. I personally think that is a good quality, even if it hurts having it.

Change is never easy. You fight to hold on. You fight to let go.

I am holding on, it's what I do.

Life is beautiful, I just need to see it more often, you might need to see it too.